03

ai que fea. yeeeep. another one of those.

02

dumb shit. my life is full of so much fucking dumb shit. i can't stand so many people. and half of these people are people that i don't even know. the other half i have come to know far too well, and soon realized that they aren't the type of people i want to surround myself with. i've lost touch with these people in so little time. and i can really care less for the most part.

today--actually this past hour or so--i am so caught up in my mind. i have so much thats DYING to spew out. but really its the same thing as before. the same thing as last week, and last month, and last year. for some reason they still haven't figured out how to read my emotions. reverse psychology doesn't quite work so well on me.

i can feel my guts ready to come up my throat.

its been a while

i prefer writing out everything i feel, it seems to give me a sense of sanity. we'll see how this goes...