i already know where this is heading

i'm expecting so many things to change. it's gonna happen awfully quick too. watch. just you wait and see. i already know where this is going. i already know how this story ends. schedules will collide. time consuming. wasting time? hope not. i've worked way too hard for this, to get this, and now i'm gonna make sure i get to keep this. too many battles i had to fight. too many sorrys. too many i told you sos. too many breakups. too many car rides. too many things to be grateful for. too many things to remind me. too many things to not forget. too many sleepovers. too many risks. too many tears. too many changes of heart. too many momentos i have lying around all over the place. never enough i love yous. never enough hugs. never enough embraces. never enough, never enough, never enough.

more to come.
keep 'em coming my way.
i'm not done just yet.

i need need need need NEED to get over this. look past all the little things. tell me i'm overreacting. prove to me that all these words i hear you say are true. let me believe; i want to trust. more than anything in the world. more than absolutely every little thing in this entire world. madness is what all of this is.