.

i can't be so nonchalant about this "everlasting" situation. mama knows best. she's nowhere short of naive. it's all out. everything is completely out in the open. and i'm not quite sure of how to react towards it either? scared shitless for the most part. in other retrospects, i am entirely relieved. as strange as it may seem.

family comes first.

before anything. i once told a friend that i wasn't down to join in on his session cause i had priorities. haaa. MS.PRIORITIES. yea, i need to put my priorities in my mind. keep them in mind. set my life straight. no weed for me. no more controlling ex boyfriends that keep reeling me in and dragging me to continuous misery. i don't enjoy being meddled with, so why did i allow this shit to go on for so long? there's a simple explanation: cmr, i love you. but enough is enough.










done.
i'm fucking over this.